Went to bed at 10AM after a night of spilling guts with Vanessa. She leaves for London on Wednesday — so, with time being limited there was no alternative to staying up all night and making memories.
Her goodbye shindig was fun and cousin came too — we ended up at Janna’s after karaoke and realized it was daylight savings times. Janna had work this morning and woke up to find the two of us very much alive on her couch.
Thoughts and feelings faded into each other as night turned into day. Clark and I went on a sketchy walk when I sort of came alive again. After leftovers and a shower, I am just resting my limbs and watching Just Like Heaven.
Vanessa and I exchanged some insights as we talked love and life (which always trumps shop talk and all that other surface shit). Dug into some depths and snacked on some truths. It’s a sweet twist of fate that we finally got to meet after both knowing of the other through Janna for almost seven years. People come into your life for all kinds of reasons — I’ve also grown closer to Janna since she’s been back. I’m so fucking grateful for all the good hearts that beat around me.
So even though my body feels dead today my internal organs are very much alive.